three days ago, a random person asked me a simple question “who are you angry at?”
Suddenly I realized what I’ve been doing to myself for a very long time. My perfectly ugly mask fell and I saw my naked face.If i was brave enough I would’ve let the scars shine in the sunshine. But I’m always a coward, so I sewed it back again. I am not ready for the glittering sunshine. Not Yet.
My precious ego laughs at my silly caution these days. It says ” what are you scared of loosing?” I am not afraid of loss anymore, but first I’d like to find something precious to gamble with.